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Heaven Spots

by Growing Pains

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1.
wake up, repeated dreams get ready for someone else to take your place i see you don’t care about anything or just so it seems so damn empty
2.
Drifting 04:14
half asleep don’t wanna wake up in the morning drifting through the daytime i’ll forget it in a half light with you out of sight something else to think about distant lines are cutting out you’re circling around me in the sun while daydreams of dying come undone and it feels like i fucked up a higher place running out of ways to get away half asleep i hope i see you in the morning running through the nighttime now i’m dreaming what is it like to let in the light? i saw water i saw you now there’s nothing left to do you’re circling around me in the sun it’s not over until i’ve come undone and it feels like i fucked up a higher place running out of ways to get away you’re circling around me in the sun while daydreams of dying come undone and it feels like i fucked up a higher place running out of ways to get away
3.
Houseboat 02:25
waking up inside my head but i don’t care at all body’s aching underfed were you really worth the fall felt your cold sweat on my back always scared of a missed call everything i do is wrong left your house on that sunday there were gray clouds in the sky you were the biggest mistake and i knew exactly why butterfly tat on your hand never felt a thing towards you i know you cannot understand here where i lay i begin to decay please don’t stay snuck out in my car just to talk to the stars way too far
4.
Naive 03:52
hold me in the air and fill my lungs with something more something newer than before help me stop the blood cuz i'm bleeding out never found it fair i saw you shaking in the hall help me understand what i did to make you did to feel so wrong again couldn't heal if i tried couldn't heal if i tried can you learn to share? looking like an only child your mom said she missed when i was there all the things that make this worse couldn't heal if i tried couldn't heal if i tried
5.
November 02:35
i’m falling faster than ever and you’re not even here so i’ll wait and i’ll wait for you now it’s time that we get out sometimes i find myself running out of time it’s the wrong thing to leave behind i don’t know why but i think you’re right i’m fading out of your view you never even knew so i’ll wait and i’ll wait for something to talk to you about is there a reason to sleep now? i’ll see if you pass by again anyway i think that i should let it go sometimes i find myself running out of time it’s the wrong thing to leave behind
6.
Old Soul 02:39
7.
Sancho 05:52
feel slow with me seem small with me learn to get better without counting to three go east and feel free get easy release your head from the blank sea if you stared at me what would you see? i wish i someone that you wanted to see when i stare at me i hate what i see i wish i was someone that i wanted to be the sky with you was always looking gray you changed the song but i still feel the same missed sancho’s set it’s my biggest regret but i’ll say goodbye like it’s the last time if you stared at me what would you see? i wish i someone that you wanted to see when i stare at me i hate what i see i wish i was someone that i wanted to be i wish i was someone that i wanted to be climbing out the window to the day you tried to get away but can’t escape the sky was blank and i feel hollow i can’t find a way to leave this place the sky was blank and i feel so low i can’t find a reason to get out of this place the streetlights talk like someone you know if you listen close they’ll guide you home

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all songs written by Growing Pains between March 2018 - July 2020
recorded and mixed by Edwin Paroissien at Echo Hill Studios in Portland
art by Mac Pogue

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released October 23, 2020

Kalia Storer: lead vocals and bass
Jack Havrilla: lead vocals on track 6, guitar, backup vocals on tracks 1 and 4
Carl Taylor: guitar, synth on tracks 2 and 4, backup vocals on tracks 1 and 4
Kyle Kraft: drum, percussion, guitar on track 1

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Growing Pains Eugene, Oregon

kalia, kyle, carl, and jack
growingpainspdx@gmail.com

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